5:30 PM
Sometimes I wonder
what people see when they look at me.
I wonder
...what they think
my flaws are
...what they think
my worth is
...if they think I
am intelligent
...if they think I
am cute
...if they think I'm
kind
...if they find me
funny
...if they hate me
… if they like me
...if they respect
me
...if they even
noticed me
And then I wonder
why?
Why don't they like
me? Is it me? Is it them? Is it both of us?
Why they like me?
Why they don't even
noticed me?
And then I have to
wonder how other people see themselves verses who they are verses what I see.
And I wonder if they
would like what I see in them
...if they would
agree or disagree with me? And why?
...if I can see them
better then they can.
...or if I just see
the parts of them they miss.
...or the parts of
themselves if they try and hide it?
...and what I miss
about them and why?
And it intrigues me.
