Ummmm

5:30 PM

Sometimes I wonder what people see when they look at me.

 

I wonder

...what they think my flaws are

...what they think my worth is

...if they think I am intelligent

...if they think I am cute

...if they think I'm kind

...if they find me funny

...if they hate me

… if they like me

...if they respect me

...if they even noticed me

 

And then I wonder why?

Why don't they like me? Is it me? Is it them? Is it both of us?

Why they like me?

Why they don't even noticed me?

 

And then I have to wonder how other people see themselves verses who they are verses what I see.

 

And I wonder if they would like what I see in them

...if they would agree or disagree with me? And why?

...if I can see them better then they can.

...or if I just see the parts of them they miss.

...or the parts of themselves if they try and hide it?

...and what I miss about them and why?

 

And it intrigues me.