I wish you could
understand this power you have be given over me. I know you know but I don't
think you have realized how much that I have entrusted in you. For I have given
you the power to break my heart.
Sometimes I'm
tempted to snatch that power. The words I've said, gestures I've made, the
feelings, all of it. But I can't. Truth is I want you to have that power. If
not you, I would make sure it was someone else because if not I know that my
heart would turn to ice. Then I wouldn't be able to feel anything at all and
honestly that's even scarier.
So I have chosen to
trust you and I beg you not to break me but I know that is asking to much.
Although if you could stay around after you break my heart and help me piece it
pack together then I would beyond a doubt that I choose the right person but until
then I just have to trust you.
