You see sometimes I'm afraid to write. I am afraid
that once I started writing I wouldn't be able to stop. And that every feeling,
ever secret that I ever had would be reveled to the world. And that scares me.
It scares me so much that I use make sure I never wrote anything too long,
unless it was something absolutely boring, like my senior research paper.
Although I was quite enamored writing the paper I got
to do it on education reform and it was a grand old time. But anyway I digress.
But I
have decide that it is time for me to be brave. That it doesn't really matter
if others get to know too much of me. They can deal. Although if I'm really
honest with my self, I think the real question is - Can I deal?
