I so desperately want to talk to you but I don't know what to say.

I don't know how to put my feelings, concerns, fears, and worries into words.

So I sit here silently shaking, ready to cry, trying not to let anyone see because I don't want anyone to ask why.

To ask me why I am acting this way. Because I don't know what to say. Because I don't know what is wrong.

All I know is that I just want to feel better then I do now.