I am begging you not
to hate me. As in actually down on my knees begging by some miracle that you
won't. Because I know you have every right to but I don't want you to. I want
you to continue to love me.
If you were to ask
me why. I wouldn't be able to answer you. I can't tell you. All I know is that
I know is that I don't want you to hate me. Leave me, don't talk to me if you
must but please don't hate me. And let me know that. I can handle anything but
the knowledge that you hate me.
Please don't hate
me. Please forgive me.
I don't know if you had a certain person in mind when you wrote this, but all I could think of was "I have asked these things to God." And the incredible thing is He answered us with His Son. He has every right to hate us, but He doesn't! That just blew my mind.
ReplyDeleteActually when I started writing this blog post I did have a person in mind but as I was writing I start switching who I was writing to(I don't know if that makes sense to you) and at one point I was writing to God.
ReplyDeleteNo it does make sense! It is almost like a dream where you are talking to one person and all of a sudden that person somehow has a different face and is someone else, but you are still talking to them about the same subject. Like a stream of consciousness. That is a cool way to write!
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